Thanks. I saw what I had written just above and felt bad (kids, loss, babbling)January 25 2014 at 12:48 AM
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My username is for the herb and I actually have used it almost my entire time here, but I did call myself blessed two posts up. insert blushing icon here I will try to be more mindful even if you did not mean me, because it surely applies here. Though I never really considered it as God holding out on me in the past, maybe He was because the children I have were my destiny, not the ones I lost. The Rascal Flatts lyrics make me think of them with gratitude though: "Others who broke my heart, they were like Northern stars, pointing me on my way into your loving arms." I do believe that in a sense, the future already happened and that while we are free agents, God's already in the future and knows what is there. And I pray that where he sits 8 months in the future, you are welcoming your new baby into the world.