Anon for this (no login) Posted Oct 1, 2011 9:41 PM
Please excuse the anonymous post, but as a member of these boards, I'm not yet ready to post this info under my login.
DH and I have a child and are doing a DE cycle soon. DH has been suffering depression and has been very disconnected from us, and I've basically been doing everything in raising our little one alone. I've just found DH's profile on a dating site, where he claims he is divorced and looking for a permanent relationship!!! I am devastated.
I don't know how to react to this at all. My mind floods with thoughts of our child growing up without a father and I am crushed that our/my dreams of more children may now never come true as well as being devastated that we won't be 'growing old' together. I stay thinking about the possibility of continuing with the DE without him, then am upset that our children won't share any DNA. I contemplate begging him to provide sperm for the DE process so that the children would share some DNA. I don't know, I'm just thinking 50miles an hour and it's all a blur.