You don't need to respond to this posting, because I won't be checking back... Just too painful... I'm finished... so finished
I was elated this morning after two different kinds of HPT tests showed positive. One digital and one 2 pink lines kind. Neither test was expired.
My BETA was 3 (negative)
I showed my RE the positive HPT tests - so - she was sure that blood test would be positive, too. So sure, that when she got the BETA results, she blamed the lab for mixing up the samples. I went back to have a urine test at the RE's office and another blood test. Both negative.
She said she'd never sen anything like it. Odds were one in a million or greater of something like that happening.
The universe is not my friend and I am seriously doubting the goodness of God
My husband is dead
My dreams are dead
My babies are dead... so many babies
I appreciate all your support through our two DE attempts.
I wish you infinitely better luck than mine.