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  • Dread and dissociation
      • minniet (no login)
      Posted Apr 17, 2012 11:14 PM

      I have the second beta tomorrow, and I just hope it is something wildly definitive, like 1000 beta or 5. It's truly unbearable to be reliving this hell again, with all the symptoms of pregnancy. I can't think about it too much, so I am trying to focus elsewhere. I really hope we do not have to have another full miscarriage again.

      And then, if it ends quickly, we get to do another FET which I know will not work. I think I am just one of those people who has something deeply wrong that we do not have the technology to understand yet. 2nd donor, 7th cycle, nothing has stuck ever.

      I guess, before the FET, I will see Dr. March and get another look see..more fun. I'll ask about your clinic's protocol, E&H of the HCG infusion.

      It sounds terrible, but thank God my mother died thinking I was probably pregnant...I could not have hid this from her and she didn't deserve to have to hear it after everything else.
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