I feel so stupid and mad at myself. I had my boyfriend weight the plants 2 were around 18 lbs and 1 was alittle over 15. I didnt carry them far, they didnt feel heavy. Now i believe i am experiencing pain due to this. What is wrong with me, to fuss over some stupid cheap flowers. I had a dream a few days ago, that I messed up things in the ER. Didnt happen. Not exactly, my bladder was so full, the nurse made me use a bed pan right after, she was afraid, my bladder would contract. I feel doomed, I was doing so well and felt so postive till this latest blunder.