I am doing ok thank you so much for asking! I always lurk over here to see how everyone is doing but I haven't had the enthusiasm I used to for all things DE.
I really really needed a break. Both my mind and body are completely worn out. I had a physical after the last failed cycle and they found a gazillion things wrong with my general health (now if only some one could find out what's wrong with my fertility health!)
I did wind up going on low dose antidepressants while I get my head together and that has been a good thing. I feel more like myself. I had to do a bunch of crazy testing because I have had elevated WBCs for some time and they were all worried about some kind of leukemia. But I just got the all clear.
The thing that kills me though is that I now have really high blood pressure. I have always had very low blood pressure - at least up until I started doing IVF cycles! I have an appointment with a cardiologist because my regular PCP thinks its weird to go from low BP to high so quickly.
I asked this over on the other board but got no response. Does anyone know if this means I am out of DE? I am almost scared to ask my RE at this point.
I am trying to exercise everyday and watch my salt and lose a few pounds in the mean time.