First of all, thank you all so much. Your words and thoughts mean a lot. I know that you have all been through it and know just how I feel. Hopefully all of our families will be complete one day soon.
I have to say that I am feeling really good right now. My Dr called me today and aside from being an absolute sweetheart, he was very sorry for me that things did not work out. Bottom line, he said that he KNEW at the time of transfer that if it did not work, that it was likely because of the transfer as my embryos were beautiful and my transfer difficult. He basically admitted that he could not get clear views of my lining because my fibroids were casting shadows. That being said, he stated that ultimately he did see the lining but clearly there were some issue that made transfer more difficult than it should have been. He said that perhaps I have some new uterine issue preventing implantation. I said I doubt it as I just had a chemical this past March. not to mention implantation my last three transfers. He could be right though and he wants me to have my Dr. here do a hysterocopy as I last had one last year. He also said that next time he would do a guided u/s for the mock. He seems committed to helping us get our take home baby and is going to consult with my Dr here as well. So, I have a plan that I feel good about going forward and most importantly, it made me feel so good to have him acknowledge what I knew in my heart- which was that the transfer was the culprit here. . A lot of Dr.'s would not have.