I also dwell in that asylum. My DH and friends think I am crazy to still persue this dream at 53 and going into my 7th year. Every failure tells me something new and makes me look for more reasons why it didn't work. I did get pregnant 3 times but unfortunately MC. The last one everything was going perfect so I know it wasn't me. I am determined to find that perfect embryo and carry to term. on to IVF #8. So glad you posted this as I have been wondering about myself, now I know I am perfectly normal...here.