More kids=more people to worry about incessantly!
But I am smart enough (I THINK!) to know that I should just ignore this side of myself. All the joys of life involve risk and there is not one single thing even close to as joyful or wonderful as a child.
I've been working on this issue all my life.
I do yoga and a bazillion other things. I just plunge ahead and ignore my fears.
But I think I'm someone who ignores my body in a weird way. It's been sort of interesting to find out how much I dislike having to depend on my body to do the things I want it to do.
It's more complicated because I'm really in a rock and a hard place--running out of money, time, chances...have to work but broke...so juggling job + money + weird body things. I think this just throws me for a loop at times. Like if I miss this time, I can't take the time off in the future. It will be FOREVER until I can go again. I'm very constrained in various ways.