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biting dust... Big Fat Negative beta :-(

September 30 2011 at 5:23 PM
Intermountain  (Login intermountain)

 
Although I prepared myself for the worst..dont know why does it still feel horrible. What a rough day..no work, anxiety, biting nails and then bit dust. Ugh..this just succckkks so much. Though I'd share with you. I know many of you have seen these kind of days and cried like I did...sad.gif

 
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(Login Raindrops1)

So very sorry....

September 30 2011, 6:10 PM 

I hate that call. It totally sucks. I have been there and I'm wishing you well.

((Hugs))
Raindrops

 
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Mrs. M
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So sorry...it is so awful.

September 30 2011, 6:26 PM 

Take care of yourself. ((hugs))

 
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LadyMagoo
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Oh, hun...

September 30 2011, 8:55 PM 

I'm so sorry. That's horrible. I'm very very sorry...

Hugs,
LM

 
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(Login ks1415)

Sorry...

September 30 2011, 9:24 PM 

To hear this. I know how very much this hurts. Please be good to yourself.

(hugs)

ks

 
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(Login ks1415)

Sorry...

September 30 2011, 9:25 PM 

To hear this. I know how very much this hurts. Please be good to yourself.

(hugs)

ks

 
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thesameboat
(Login thesameboat)

Oh, no!

October 1 2011, 1:26 AM 

I know how awful this is. Sitting and rocking and clutching a pillow from the sofa and trying to answer the phone with a steady voice while chanting under your breath 'oh, please, oh, please.' I am so terribly sorry. (( )) I hope it will be soon that you find your way to your child.

 
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LMD
(Login lovemydoggies)

so so sorry! my thoughts are with you. nt

October 1 2011, 1:36 AM 


 
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Ugh.
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Been where you are.

October 1 2011, 5:25 AM 

And it is a horrible place to be in. The complete death of hope.

Next time....

 
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Kacee
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So very sorry...I don't know your history and whether you

October 1 2011, 9:04 AM 

have been through this before. With that being said, it was not until our 4th donor, that we were successful for the first time, after 15 years of trying. I only say that to give you hope. Honestly, it doesn't matter if it is your first cycle or 10th, it is never a good feeling.

I will keep you in my prayers. I send you hugs and support, whenever you need it.

 
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Intermountain
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oh Kacee..

October 1 2011, 12:36 PM 

you are so strong and brave to step out of your grief and hold my hand. It means a lot to me. My heart is filled with prayers and hugs for you. Thanks for your kind words.

I am more or less a silent lurker on these boards... dealing with primary IF, turned 34 a few weeks back, officially completing 5 years of this journey. This is my first attempt at DE - so obviously had a lot of hopes pinned to it. Like most of us, I have no one share this journey with anyone except you ladies. I did lose my wits yesterday, couldn't stop crying, as every little thing reminds you of all the pain and work you put into this.

But I feel better today, need to pull me together and think about next steps.

 
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Maggie in VA
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Just {{Hugs}} nt

October 1 2011, 10:28 AM 


 
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Intermountain
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Thank you for your warmth

October 1 2011, 12:39 PM 

.. I'll pull my act together today and think of next steps.

 
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Jen
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Well, d*mn, I am so sorry!

October 1 2011, 1:22 PM 

So sorry to hear this news. I'm glad to know you're feeling a bit better today, but do remember to be gentle with yourself. The loss of a hope such as this is a real loss, not to mention the expense and the toll on your body. My thoughts are with you as you move forward at your own pace.

 
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I believe
(Login rachelmiriam)

I am hugging you right now!

October 1 2011, 3:33 PM 

I am so sorry. It happened to me before! Don't give up. God
Will give u your hearts desire!!!!

 
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(Login pict1)

Terribly sorry

October 1 2011, 5:35 PM 

So sorry about your bad news, wish I could say something that would make it all better.
Do you have any frozen embryos?
Please take care of yourself
Pict

 
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samys
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Big hug

October 3 2011, 8:10 AM 

I'm so very very sorry. Nothing hurts worse than a negative DE cycle. I've had my share. Good luck with your next steps. We are with you every step of the way. Be kind to yourself, its a rough place to be in.

 
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