I hate to say this! but I am now using this experiance for another time when my family and I
relocate to a rural or wllderness setting with others in a community,when we will probably be off the grid. This is a good opportunity to see what
works and what don't,of course if I didn't have
the safety net of my mother who lives l in a rural setting,grandmother who lives up the street and mother in law, who now lives right next door I
don't know if i would have continued on so long.