not dealing.. why does it have to be so unfair?! (mt)

by dawni

 

mt - been accused of sa'ing someone




i'm _tired_ of being accused of something i didn't do. becasuse she lied to me i am now labeled as someone who sa'd someone else and i _DIDN'T_

i ASKED if what i was doing was okay anmd she said YES and it's not like i didn't keep asking, sdidn't want to make sure she was okay with it. because i did i did i did. that's ALL i did. just kept saying "are you sure it's okay?" and then she fucking says i sa'd her. and everyone just fucking believes her because you know, this is ________ and why would she lie? how come she gets believed when nobody believed me when i said i was sa'd by ppl i really _was_ sa'd by?


(and i can't help doubt myself.. what if i'm wrong and i really did sa her? how can i live with that?)

i don't know what to DO and i can't even talk about it with fiance because he was involved too and if i do, it'll make it sound like i think he sa'd her too and i *know* he didn't

gah. i'm sorry..

~dawni who feels more like 'monster' right nwo than 'dawni'



Posted on Jan 16, 2002, 7:16 PM

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  1. Oh no!. , Jan 16, 2002, 8:46 PM
    1. :(. dawni, Jan 17, 2002, 6:04 PM
      1. Hi dawni. , Jan 18, 2002, 4:26 PM
        1. Hmmmmmmmmmm........ E, Jan 18, 2002, 5:06 PM
          1. no kidding.... , Jan 18, 2002, 8:41 PM
            1. ????. me again, Jan 18, 2002, 10:35 PM
              1. No.... , Jan 18, 2002, 11:41 PM
        2. hi terrie.. thanks. dawni, Jan 20, 2002, 4:03 PM
  2. Dawnie. E, Jan 23, 2002, 1:50 PM
    1. elise... dawni, Jan 24, 2002, 3:25 PM

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