thanx terrie fot taking the time...
Is harder today...the T called last night, for an appointment on tuesday...
The doc call Paule to talk and ended up giving her an appointment,she is worried..as Paule is in bad space..and..having dark ideas..if you know what i mean...Of course it is not better with hubby...
And i do feel we have to tell the T what they want to here..cuz if they realy want to hear our story..it will be a miricle....it is a sad,horrible story to some degree..and is not finish.....
Anyhow...i am still wanting to cut....badly...but Felix wont let me alone... GGGRRRRRRRRR
fuck he makes me so mad....am not a baby..
david