Thanks NP an thats all makes lots of sense what you said. like i some times just think of stuff like what you said about your finding good things like your husband an your kids an your T an some times of why an how that happens. hope that all sounds right cause i wasnt sure how to say it. like its like that life can be good huh an things can get better even if they feel shit now. i try to do thats lots an just some times it all gets where i feel i wanna give up but i wont ever do that cause there has to be some thing better even if its ten years time an plus with every thing that sux at the time now i do have a prety special carer who does luv me its just that im scared of that but will get better one day i reckon. Just confusing u know. But that thats a good thing thats happened so i should think of that even if ido get angry at her.
Thanx for every thing u said and for sayin u dont care if i swear an i think its kool that ya boys do it 2.
Jamie-lee