I did just wanna tell ya that i think its is GREAT that ya wrote ya mum a letter an u should be real happy with your self for doing that. try not to worry bout ya brother (read ya other post) or any one else or what they say cause u know what yr mum did an how much it hurt u, THEY DONT so they can never understand how u feel. As long as u know in yr own self that u did the right thing then thats all that matters.