yeah i no what ya mean about not helping feelin guilty cause its kinda hard to not feel that way huh especialy when ya mum is the type that wants ya to feel like that an does things to make u feel like it.
My mum goes in an comes out of psycho hospitals all the time an when ilived with her each time she went in i felt bad about that an i should not have but she would alwyas say well if u made me take my meds then i would not have to go in hospital but when she went off her meds an i did try to get her to take em she would just be nasty to me an not take them so it was realy her own stupid fault an she just wanted me to feel bad. Ya no what sux the most is that she does make me feel bad an i feel bad at least one time every day still when i think about stuff so i no what u mean about how u feel guilty.