i dont not realy no what 2 say but i do wanna say im am sorry yr granfather did what he did 2 u an wripped ya childhood from ya.. an i no u dont wanna hurt nomore an i wish u didnt an that u an all others who hurt can just have no more pain cause that would make life so good huh...an u no i dont reckon yr all that worthless an actually i dont not reckon any one is..i kinda reckon every one is worth somethin in some ways no matter who they are...well i did just want ya 2 no i did read ya post an im am thinkin about ya...