You know most people don't understand why things like this bother me so much. But, I hate to see others in pain & suffer. Just like when that mess happened September 11 I sit & cried for days. And couldn't eat. Life is so unfair at times. And I have had so many different kinds of pain in my life I get too emotional sometimes. Everything bad depresses me. I don't know what anyone can do about my screwed up mind. I do get so tired of crying sometimes I run out of tears. But, this story hurts me so bad because I remember fighting my grandfather at this age & she didn't have a chance. She was just so helpless. And I remember how bad he hurt me & all the sick things he did to me. Plus, I'm so angry because if they had done something with this man when he molested the first two girls this would have never happened. So, this is so sad. I just need lots of friends. Not sure what to do sometimes when things like this happen. I get so nervous. Even afraid for my girls to go out anymore. Thanks for writing back. You're a great friend. Take care. Luv your friend, Tam