ya question was why does doin the right thing hurt so much...?well i reckon its cause good peeps do the right thing an good peeps have good hearts an a consience an thats is why it hurts....i dont realy reckon that helps nothin but just did wanna answer the question of why i reckon what ya did hurts cause i think what ya did was right...i dont reckon u were tryin 2 control her life an sounds like more of that yr tryin 2 give eli a safe home where he can play an all an thats is the best thing u can do...luckily for eli that he has u in his life an i reckon u should be real proud of yaself for bein such a good parent 2 him...
from Jamie-lee