I understand exactly what you're saying here. I've been through a divorce & even though you try to do what's right it does feel bad sometimes. My ex is lazy & into allot of bad things & I have been in & out of court for over 7 years now. It's just a mess & he won't work & pay child support so me & my husband now have it pretty hard with the three kids & buying what they need. But, I know you were trying to do what's best for your son & there's nothing wrong with that. We have to protect them & watch out for them, there's nobody else to do it. And even though it made you feel bad just keep telling yourself you had to do it for your son. You did the right thing no matter how wrong it may feel. And I sure hope things get better for you. I know from experience being a single parent is rough. Financially,physically & emotionally but, sounds like your number one priority is your son & that's great. There needs to be more dad's like you in this world. Hope things get better for you soon. Take care. (((((((((hugs to you)))))))))))) Tam