they called this morning, someone from the biological family, and told me he is in the hospital dieing. i got so excited at his leavign this earth i almost danced across the table i was sitting at. i forgot to ask how they got my phone number and how they found me. i want him to die. i wanted to be the one to torture and kill him. i got over tha in counceling but only bcause i would suffer in prison. if i could legally get away with it i probably would have. then the pother call came. it was him and it was the same voice that paralized me with fear when i/we were children. this time i offered to coem and end hi life and he hung up. the son of a bitch stii thimks he can control and use me/us. my protectors want to go and hurt him, but we do not because we are survivors and he is the looser. called my t and we got a restraining order so he and no other biological family member can talk to me. i will have them arrested and i do not care how old theyare. i ahte them all and i want them all to die a terrable death. i hate them.
ruth from the cru