sister in law is pregnant again this is her second kid and she never looked after the first so wonderful anyway and we got NO KIDS and maybe could never have kids thankjs to what people did we know its possible we just don't know if that's how it will be for us coz since we aren't able to try right now we haven't asked but itsnotfairnotfairnotfairnotfairnotfairnotfair dawni would give anything to have a kid but we're not stable enough because of what happened to us ad because we just aren't and we want to give our kids a good life when we have them but itsnotfairnotfairnotfairnotfairnotfairnotfairnotfairnotfair and if we had money now maybve we could have kids but itsnotfair because were too responsible but it hurts and angry and not fair because it hurts to want htem so bad and she got one and dont' even careso much and getting a nother one