After effect of abuse....on kids......***May trigger,no spoilers*
by Paule.....Today I realy understand what after effect does...is...
He..last abusr is no more here,there is no more threats and there is no way he can harm us.Last time we heard of him was about 11 month ago (my kids anyway)...
I have 2 kids...8 and 12.
My 8 yrs old is having/giving me problem in school and home...behavior,school work,..and more.She gets into these rage...she scares me......she yell and kik...She still pee at night...in bed
Then she acts like nothing happen..
She gets tease at school,she was bullied in grade 2...plus the teacher made fun of her.By the time i found out,it was end of the year...*sigh* She also has weight problem,(part from gene,other part from medical problem) so she is called names...
Her memory is real bad..cant seem to retain anything in school...not even sure she is there...she was diagnose with attention defficit..but still.....she has good grades
Today she disapeard for about 2hrs....and cant realy say where she was.....she was riding her bike.like she say...but only god knows where..I was soo relief to see her...but then wanted to kill her....yu know?She came home as if nothing....she has no idea of time....cant telll time nor can she make realy the different between 30 mins or 2 hrs...
not sure what to do...Will call in am her doc...
I love her so much,hate to see her hurt.She is my life....
My oldest think is her fault.....(that I got undercontrol...I hope)
And me I thought he's out...I can start to live......He hurt them more then I thought.....I hurt them more....
never thought they new..Always stay because of the kids....
~~~If i have one thing to say to a mother in a bad marriage....get out while yu can ,dont wait....
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