Angry, angry does not even begin to describe the emotion I have for what my dad did. Not only did you molest me you lowly, less than a human being son of a bitch, but you allowed your brother to have sex with me. How could you allow that to continue when you knew what was going on? I was only 9 years old. Now at 30, I have to sort through all this shit while you sit there dying and you did not even say you were sorry when we talked about it. I should be getting some sort of sick gratification that now, your brain is dying and no one can explain why. I suppose that should make me feel better. BUT IT DOES NOT!!! I want you to admit what you did you prick. I want you to know what if feels like to have YOUR uncle's come rubbed on your face you sick slob. I wish you would have to deal with all these feelings and unstable relationships due to the insecurity that has been deeprooted in me thanks to your family. I am a tallented artist and I can't even work right now because my mind is so full off all this shit. If I could, I would punch you, pound you in that hospital bed. How dare you take away what should be the prime of my life. My happy times, my carreer, my thoughts, and any self assuredness you SHOULD have instilled in me when I was young. No way, you just did what you pleased and everyone thought you were such a good christian man. WHAT A JOKE YOU ARE.. I WOULD LOVE TO SEE WHAT GOD HAS TO SAY TO YOU YOU BASTARD. ROT!!!!!!!!!!! So smilly with all your friends when they would come over to visit. Such a good family were you right? I would love to find a list af all the people who think you are a good man and let them in on just what it was like growing up in a house where YOU lived. Go to the church you loved so much and give a speach on just the kind of animal you really are. And the shitty part is you knew what you were doing was wrong. You were sure to quote the bible when you found out I was gay. And you hae the nerve to denounce me for my sexual preference! YOU HELPED CREATE THIS!!!!!! I hate you for your lack of human decency and I hate you for not being man enough to just leave your family because you surely did not want them.