Hi Terrie,
Thank you for writing back. The results of the 'meeting' were: my assistant was pulled and given to another worker (she tells me she is still going to help me, bless her heart!) Several other people have been (as they say) thrown under the bus and they are not taking it well. I still don't feel well but I think that's a result of not knowing when I'm angry most of the time and not acting on it often when I do know. The sadness I was feeling is quickly passing and given a choice, I'll take the occasional headache over that overwhelming blue feeling every time. Even though I know this wasn't fair, it's still hard for me to accept angry feelings. Then again, getting PO'd and saying something sure put an end to the problem quickly. Hmmm..there must be somthing here. Now if I could only get rid of this nausea :( If I feel up to it, I think it's time to collect some hugs.
Elizabeth