Ya know what? I shared some stuff about all the bad M*thers I had, but it is to revealing for me to say this, makes me feel exposed and I erased it. So I will just say this: all my life I felt like shit because that is how people treated me. But I dont think I have ever been that bad of a person to someone else. I think it is time for people to stop treating me bad now. I been going to T and I am in this group that is starting next week for stopping cutting and I didnt cut for many weeks now even probly months. (What I did instead is WAX MY LEGS!! That is some REAL pain let me tell ya! works pretty good but I have to wait for so long before I can do this again, that is the only prob)
My point is at least I am trying. I am working with professional people and trying really hard to be a good person. I also learned a lot better how to stand and not get pushed into a angry response but that is still relly hard sometimes but it is getting better.
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PS. I hate M*ther. She should of sticked up for me, not punish.