I am so proud of you!!!! I think waxing your legs is a wonderful idea! You mentioned that you have to wait so long before you can do it again...I'm wondering if you can do just part of it or just one leg or something (yes, it might look odd, but if it helps, it might be worth it). Maybe front of left shin one time front of right shin next time back of lower left, back of lower right, then move on to thighs he same way. Also, am glad you are in a group for it. And am glad you are in T too, and agree that you are not a bad person. I never thought you were a bad person...you just learned "bad" behaviors in order to protect yourself....big difference. And also, I agree that your m*ther should have stuck up for you instead of punishing you. You deserved to be protected and believed and respected.