Can anyone understand how I feel? I am adult, at 9 years old I was abused by my cousin. It was a secret that I keep to myself for long time until I was so upset with my life that I tried to kill myself. Sometimes I feel so angry, so alone. I would like to have a family, a husband and kids, but how I can do it? If I feel afraid and angry, I can't even have nobody close to me, everything feel so wrong.