Angry Expressions (Moderated)

This is a place to talk about things you are angry about, and to let you express your anger in an appropriate way. I will be monitoring this board closely...I hope to not see passive-aggressive behavior here, and if I do, I will try to confront it, regardless of what or who it is regarding. The idea here is to express anger in a healthy way. Strong language is allowed, so please be warned of that if you decide to read other people's posts. I am giving this a test run to see if this board will work...if I see lots of inappropriate anger expressions, I will discontinue this board. Please show respect to all persons here.

what a rotter

by scaredycat

so I work for hours to make a really fancy meal for my husbands birthday, and he doesnt have ONE good thing to say about it.

this is too done and that aint done enough and why doesnt the pie have the good kind of crust ------

yah, next time make yer own d*** pie. supposed to have birthday cake with candles anyway NOT pie!!!!!

Posted on May 19, 2001, 1:25 PM

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Oh, no!

I'm so so sorry that you got no appeciation for all of your hard work....it sounds like he doesn't deserve someone as good and thoughtful as you.....

Peace,
Terrie

Posted on May 20, 2001, 5:00 PM

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Guess What?

by Jocelyn

It makes ya feel better if you can tell a live persona dn talk about it. I called crisis and they are going to talk with me. I feel better already

Posted on May 19, 2001, 1:10 PM

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Jocelyn

I'm so glad you're feeling better!

Peace,
Terrie

Posted on May 20, 2001, 5:01 PM

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Feeling at loose ends

by Jocelyn

I have this anxiety inside myself lumbering around and periodically it tries to claw it's way to the outside when ever there are triggers. Feels terrible. Not anger, but more like fear but not really fear either. Guess I would have to feel like there was anything left to protect to be afraid. I am so exposed. God will not help even if you begged it many times. God will not hear you.

Posted on May 19, 2001, 1:01 PM

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I looked up these "angry expressions" today...

by Kerry

I found these definitions very interesting. They seem to apply so well to some very toxic people in my life. I think defining the terms has helped me identify these behaviors in the people I know, and helped me define actually who I want to be around and who I don't. I am now able to see more clearly that these definitions personify the people who persist this way, even long after the original confrontation is over. Thank goodness for dictionaries, lol.

Main Entry: SPITEFUL
: filled with or showing spite : MALICIOUS
- spitefully /-f&-lE/ adverb
- spitefulness noun

Main Entry: MALICIOUS
: given to, marked by, or arising from MALICE
- maliciously adverb
- maliciousness noun

Main Entry: MALICE
1 : desire to cause pain, injury, or distress to another
2 : intent to commit an unlawful act or cause harm without legal justification or excuse
synonyms: "MALICE", "MALEVOLENCE", "ILLWIll", "SPITE", "MALIGNITY", "SPLEEN", "GRUDGE", mean the desire to see another experience pain, injury, or distress.

"MALICE" implies a deep-seated often unexplainable desire to see another suffer

"MALEVOLENCE" suggests a bitter persistent hatred that is likely to be expressed in malicious conduct.

"SPITE" implies petty feelings of envy and resentment that are often expressed in small harassments.

"SPLEEN" suggests the wrathful release of latent spite or persistent malice.

"GRUDGE" implies a harbored feeling of resentment or ill will that seeks satisfaction.

Kerry (taking a permanent vacation from the toxic people in my life)

Posted on May 19, 2001, 1:53 AM

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mabel

Hi there....I'm getting ready to leave for camping right after work, so will be gone for the weekend, but wanted to let you know that I'm thinking about you. How are you doing? I do hope you are feeling better, but either way, please know you matter to me. Hope to hear from you soon.

Peace,
Terrie

Posted on May 18, 2001, 7:34 AM

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feel like doing it....so scary....dont read...

and i know i cant do it.....hurt the body....cant rememebr what i should do you know....i ty to keep bussy...my hands mostly...cant tell why...i feel likt this....i mean i kno but i cant say loud...excep was bad day for triggering.......bad bad bad.,.....

hate feeling like this....
haven done it in few days...want to continu......is dam hard...
f*ck...f*ck....sorry......±@£¢¤¢%?&**)]}[~»A°³¼+....
hate myself,....hate them allllllllll

david

Posted on May 17, 2001, 4:29 PM

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You're doing great David

I know how hard it is. You are doing a really good job, though, going time between SI. Keep it up, and like I've said before, that time will get to be longer and longer. Be patient with yourself. I'm hear if you want to talk about your bad day, or anything else.

Love,
Terrie

Posted on May 17, 2001, 5:24 PM

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hi david

by cortnie

ime jest telenge youe that i thenk you did a grate job of riteng heere and keepenge yorselfe bisy for some time. i do no its not eeseye david to stop hertenge the bodeye and evryebodeye in ite. my bige gote me a new booke from the libraeye becase i got three dayese with not hertenge us. ime sorreye its a bad trigere daye. but ime glad to see youe ritenge :-)
thank you from cortnie

Posted on May 17, 2001, 10:38 PM

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cortnie

it is dammm hard not to hurt...it has been 4 days i think....but cant now.too hard........David

Posted on May 18, 2001, 5:47 PM

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How?

by Jocelyn

How do ya heal your life from the past when the present just keeps falling down around your ears? Bout ready to give it up

Posted on May 17, 2001, 12:31 PM

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Hi Jocelyn

I know it's hard, and I wish I had all the answers. I have found that it's not as hard when I am able to lean on my support system. And also, I try not to tackle too much all at once, or else I get overwhelmed. I hope you can find some peace in your present life, so you can do some healing.

Peace,
Terrie

Posted on May 17, 2001, 5:40 PM

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I don't have any support system

by Jocelyn

You are very lucky. Nobody understands or else they outright ridicule every emotion I say I have. I am too tired to fight with this any more. I feel forced to do things I don't want to do or would never do on my own. I hate it that everybody else controls me with lies and stuff.

Posted on May 17, 2001, 9:43 PM

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If you allow....

If you allow, this board can be a wonderful support system. Your emotions will not be ridiculed here, but will be supported and understood. You are not alone.

Peace,
Terrie

Posted on May 18, 2001, 7:32 AM

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scard......

goin to hid in closit ...safe..am alon... i remember tings..an scard....pleess go away...

lisa

Posted on May 14, 2001, 4:25 PM

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lisa...

I'm right here with you, hoping you feel better soon. I can hold your hand if you want, and we can go to the mountains.

Love,
Terrie

Posted on May 14, 2001, 5:38 PM

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can we go now?

we go soon...wan to leev tis plac....no come bac is no saf heer

lisa

Posted on May 17, 2001, 4:00 PM

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yes...

holding your hand, walking up to the mountains, nice and safe....

Love,
Terrie

Posted on May 17, 2001, 5:42 PM

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I am angry

by Jocelyn

I have to hide and stuff my feelings deep down inside.

Posted on May 13, 2001, 1:10 PM

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Jocelyn

I hope that someday you will not have to hide or stuff your feelings so much. You and your feelings matter.

Peace,
Terrie

Posted on May 14, 2001, 5:37 PM

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GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR(don t read)

things are not going like they should...things should be better....
Too many bad feelings...it drives me nuts not to know how i am gona be feelings..
Why they had to hurt??? why do i feel like is my fault..over and over again..???...Her dad call and said bad things....and said again is our fault...!!!!
DAMMMMMMMMMMMMM it.DAMMMMMMMMM him...!""//$"$%?»:`^[]{¼³²¤£°°´{}[{]½¾³¤¢±±\\.......
is it our fault???
Then H starts with her!!! f*ck it all......why was she born.,...to suffer?.....she did not ask to be f*cked all the time and be beaten up ...just cause shes a girl...cant go out ,can t talk cuse is always wrong!!!

DAMMMMMMMM f*cking them........cant take this no more.....want to hurt then likt they did!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pow pow ...........i would do .....now...nowwwwwwwwwwwwww

DAMMMMMMM ANGRYYY MARIEEEEEEE

whish we r dead..........no pain...

Posted on May 12, 2001, 1:01 PM

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Hi Marie

So sorry you are having so many big feelings and that people are still being so hurtful. It is NOT your fault...not any of you. You were born into a bad situation and learned how to be in a bad situation...that is definately not your fault. I hope things get better again for you, cuz you deserve love and respect

Peace,
Terrie

Posted on May 13, 2001, 9:07 AM

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i can t help it...

feel so bad...feel like am gona explode...afraid to hurt some one...
marie

Posted on May 13, 2001, 1:07 PM

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Hi marie

Feel free to let it out her....talk, yell, scream....whatever it takes to not hurt anyone (including yourself). You matter.

Love,
Terrie

Posted on May 14, 2001, 5:36 PM

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No ones cares ...if we hurt

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so dammmmmmm angry....and scratching...and it dont mattr what i feel...to no one..not even to me......
just want to do the same as they did to me..to us....
i scratch.till i feel it....

soory..feel am a mess

marie

Posted on May 15, 2001, 8:57 AM

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I care

And I would like nothing more than for you to not feel all that hurt anymore. You matter to me. Your feelings matter to me. I hope you feel better soon, but whether you do or not, I'm here to listen and I care.

Peace,
Terrie

Posted on May 15, 2001, 5:31 PM

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Terrie

it feels so bad inside...like is eating me alive...thanx for caring...
kinda better....had to put tons of cream now tho..

Terrie..David said something bout a pact..you know about this?

Marie

Posted on May 16, 2001, 1:37 PM

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Hi marie

I suggested to David that someone inside might be able to help him with something...he thought perhaps you would be a good one for that. He's been working really hard to try to change some of his ways. I am very proud of him.

Hope you feel better soon.

Peace,
Terrie

Posted on May 16, 2001, 5:51 PM

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Terrie

ok...i get it....we talked..he havent done it for a while...few days...he talks more...
thanx for suggesting this...
maibe we can help...am doing harm to the body too..so..yu know..

thanx for listening

Marie

Posted on May 17, 2001, 3:56 PM

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Untitled

by Daisey

full of feer
perp is neer
in my hed
mamas ded
Daisey

Posted on May 12, 2001, 8:03 AM

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Hi Daisey

You shared a very well-written poem. It sounds like it expresses your feelings well, too. I'm sorry you are scared, and I certaily hope you feel better soon. You deserve to be safe....

Terrie

Posted on May 12, 2001, 9:56 AM

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yors

by Daisey

Terie Terie
Fariy ladee
makes me think of
words abowt love
ladee nis ladee deer
help to take away this feer
Daisy

Posted on May 12, 2001, 10:38 PM

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Hi Daisey

I sure do like your poetry. And I'm glad I make you think of words of love and that you think I am nice and dear. I will do whatever I can to help you feel better, ok?

Smiles,
Terrie

Posted on May 13, 2001, 9:08 AM

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just wan to sai im mad

angri wan to screemmm wan to go hid or run awai nobodi will miss me an i be free an no liv in a basemen an no be scar all tim
i be awai from mi frins an im sacr not fair :(
i can e-mail but cus putr is not workin now can tell mi frinds can tak to tem

jonah an cortnie if yu see tis am sorri an sad we can tak no mor for now am scar to be alon

terrie i miss yu too .. lov yu..ok

very sad ,angri lisa :(:(:(

Posted on May 11, 2001, 6:38 PM

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Hi sweetie

I bet it's hard having all those big feelings, huh? I'm so so sorry you feel so yucky. I hope you know that I will miss you and that I love you very much. I hope you can sometimes get on a computer to talk on the boards or in e-mail. I'll be thinking about you.

Love,
Terrie

Posted on May 11, 2001, 6:43 PM

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today

am not so brav no more....it was ok las nite..but no today......

lisa :(

Posted on May 12, 2001, 12:52 PM

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lisa

I know some days are worse than others....but I'm here for you no matter if it's a bad day or a good day, ok? I love you.

Terrie

Posted on May 13, 2001, 9:10 AM

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you not lone

by jonah

i am knowing that basement living will be scary an lonely. but you just remember us, K? we love you lots.

i wrote to you on nother board. maybe we can run way. do you like where it is mountains or beach best?
jonah

Posted on May 11, 2001, 7:21 PM

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yu wont forgit me?

if i go for lon tim? i will remembr te mountains an try to tink bout hous an fruit an ET..an tarzan...an cortnie wit te chocolat...
i try to be brave ..lisa

Posted on May 12, 2001, 12:50 PM

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never never never

by jonah

i would never forget you lisa. we're gonna live in those mountains an get through this together. k? kate likes fruit but i am thinking of sending terrie to get something good like ice cream hehehehe.

i am loving you
jonah

Posted on May 12, 2001, 2:23 PM

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ice cream?

gosh...with how slow I run, I suspect it would all be melted by the time I get back. hehe

Love,
Terrie

Posted on May 13, 2001, 9:09 AM

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A request for my friends

If you have no clue what I'm talking about in this letter, then it is not for you and you may please ignore it. For the rest of you...I know that several of my friends have issues with one another. I have tried my damndest to be there for each and every one of you, and have even offered to be a non-partial ear to listen and shoulder to lean on. Unfortunately, having made that offer has put too much chaos in my life that I cannot handle, and I therefore have to resind that offer at this time. As much as I want to be there for all of my friend, regardless of the situation, I'm afraid that I've found myself unable to do so without becoming totally stressed out. The offer I made has put me in the middle of many personal conflicts which really do not involve me at all. I just can't deal with it. I'm feeling angry and exhausted. I don't blame any of you for that, because it was me that made the offer for you to talk to me about all that. I am now asking you all to not talk to me about all that and to leave me out of the middle. I want nothing more than to be able to give out peace to everyone, but I can't do that if I'm not feeling peaceful inside myself, and lately I have not been. I need that personal feeling of peace back in my life, and so now I must redefine my boundaries. I am still here for you regarding other issues that do not involve my other friends...please know that. I do still care, and I do still have a shoulder to lean on in tough times. Just not when it puts me in the middle of a conflict between people I know and care about. Thanks for understanding.

Peace be with all of you,
Terrie

This message has been edited by HealingWymn on May 7, 2001 4:01 PM

Posted on May 7, 2001, 3:57 PM

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noted...

by J

And congratulations on asserting yourself and taking care of you.
Jade

Posted on May 7, 2001, 6:19 PM

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Thanks

That one little line was something I so much needed to hear...thank you so much!

Terrie

Posted on May 7, 2001, 9:56 PM

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Hey J for Jade :-)

by Eggplant

What system are you with? We have a Jade but she does not ever post.

Eggplant of the Garden

Posted on May 8, 2001, 5:28 PM

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helo

by cortnie

jade ise withe me and she dosint ushaly rite heere eethere becuze she says to mutche bad werdse.
thank you from cortnie

Posted on May 8, 2001, 6:12 PM

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big bang in my head

i am totally freaking out. have been crying hysterically from the moment i woke. considering taking my sleepingpills to get through. i am so nothing. my mom gives me whine to calm down and my bf will arrive in a few hours. i am not happy he comes now. but can't call it off. mom says it is too late
man it indeed is too late. already SA but this is going wrong way. hope venting ll help ty for being here
sorry to bother.
wish you Strenght Elise (and try hard myself) Mabel

Posted on May 4, 2001, 11:33 AM

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yeah right

what a stupid message
i hate that selfpity
you're so low
stop bothering typing
shitty life it is

Posted on May 4, 2001, 11:48 AM

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Hi mabel.

I think we are all entitled to our own feelings, but it is what we do with them that matters. Can you tell me how you managed to get through with what was going on? I'm here for you.

Peace,
Terrie

Posted on May 4, 2001, 6:36 PM

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going on

dear Terri and everyone
what got me trough?? well actually a combination of my goal (identifying the emotion) and emergency-meds from hospital.
good thing was i knew i felt all the sadness of 20 years but i could not do something with it so it became hurt for hurt so to say and that was it. well new day today, ty for being so kind, my a.k.a. will be dopey till monday when i see my T
have a weekend as good as possible, Mabel (i'm Dutch :)

Posted on May 5, 2001, 2:40 AM

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Glad you're here...

...and that you're going on. So you identified sadness? And what emergency meds was the hospital able to provide (I'm assuming that was just yesterday)? Am glad you are hanging in there, and I think you know I'm here for you (but I'm telling you anyway in case you forget, cuz sometimes emotions can make it easy to forget things like that.).

Peace,
Terrie

Posted on May 5, 2001, 2:00 PM

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shots

dear Terry,
ty for being here, the hosptital just gave me a 300 mg Tranxene and Droperidol.
went out of it.
am very dopey now, so i keep this short, not able to think or typ straight so-to-say.
hope you'll be allright with changing meds, always a tricky yucky thing to go through,
my thoughts are with you, Mabel

Posted on May 5, 2001, 2:43 PM

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throwing out, no more up (TR)

TR is for trauma trauma is for trigger trigger is for hurting me. i wanna SAY to you 'creep' i hate you. i hate to not knowing who i am. to be hurt and threatened by you and because that was all i knew i do that myself now. that i am imprissoned every time for what YOU did when i was so small
i know you whatch over my shoulder and control, but i revolt. i am too tired too worn out too sore. i don't want to throw up food because it means nurture. i want to throw you and all the ones like you from this planet.
i had no life even 12 years after i got free from you. i hate being even depending NOW on you in a way. i take pills
lots of em
to calm down and on the other side see nothing of the world. i bleed. i write my pain on myself to read it out loud for you when you come back for me. to never be fotgotten. i am a monster now.
i stop now, start hating myself for letting all hapening. at 24 one should be grown up.
i feel like never been human after my birth.
gggggggrrrrr
(sorry, ty... Mabel)
wish all people HERE a day as good as possible

Posted on May 2, 2001, 10:15 AM

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Hi mabel

I'm so glad to see you venting here! I think you did an excellent job letting it out. I wish you healing and peace, and an escape from your prison that he has created in you. You deserve to be free and to be happy. I'm here if you ever want to talk, and feel free to post any time.

Peace,
Terrie

Posted on May 2, 2001, 5:27 PM

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(goodmorning) terrie

hi terrie,
ty for responding. i am going to my T in an hour and there started my anger yesterday..i just bumped into this site and had to vent. want to change the way i always handle anger, i turn into pain so basicly i do not handle it at all.
ty again for letting me vent. you are special people!!
Mabel

Posted on May 3, 2001, 2:25 AM

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DAMMMMMM

Sorry should not swear and should not be mad...
We got hurt yesterday.a big cut...wich..is ok..no pain today..and beeding is stop..
But today..my big got a letter..form he dead mom(lawer send it,that made sure she,d get it when the mom is dead).It is a letter to say she is sorry my big felt hurt when growing up but it is not her fault and she did her best...and it is how we raise kids..by now my big should know cause she have kids???
What the hell is it suppose to mean??..She let her daughter get rape,beat her up,keep her in made sure she had no friends and more..just cause it is how you raise kids??..is this normal???.. kids are to be hurting???
My big sister..was not hurt(physicaly..ever).But both never got a hugs.or caress..or loving words or hot meal..or a smile..and it is how we raise kids??

REALLY??.i be dammmm....cause i did not know....
AM so mad..mad....
Sorry to yelll..and all...soorry am shaking...no wonder cant sleep and have dreams and..dont deal welll..

Lucie

Posted on Apr 27, 2001, 6:45 PM

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hey

by anastacia

man, alex won't let me write what i'd like to say about your mom. she doesn't sound like a winner, though pretty much like our shithead mom. ours was a nasty drunk. still is.

man sorry she wrote that letter cause that must fuck with your head a lot. and she's dead so you can't say nothing back.

i don't know what to say. we're all here listening if you want to talk.
anastacia

Posted on Apr 27, 2001, 9:16 PM

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she was a..

drunk and drug(legal) user...the raise the bottle better then her kids..
and am so mad...want to scram...want to killll is she was not dead.....

sorry.
lucie

Posted on Apr 27, 2001, 10:15 PM

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no need to be sorry

by anastacia

god if we could get rid of our mother conveniently we prolly would. she's a terrible person. we went to see the old family two months ago and she hadn't changed a bit. she used to have some valium thing going, but then that doc died. nobody else would give her none. but now she takes "nerve pills" so we don't even know what all she's taking. still mean to us. still saying we're fat in front of everyone. still trying to get us to move back and take care of her.

she's worthless. biggest piece of cow doody i ever saw. turned her eyes away when the biggest atrocities were going on right in her own house. got drunk to numb it. what the fuck was gonna numb us?

we know where you're coming from. just ours isn't dead.

sorry to rant. i can go off on her a lot.

sending the peace pipe
anastacia

Posted on Apr 28, 2001, 1:15 AM

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Lucie and anastacia

I'm so sorry you both have (had) such rotten mothers. Niether of you deserved or deserve that. And Lucie, that is NOT how to raise a kid, no matter what she said in her letter.

Peace to you both,
Terrie

Posted on Apr 28, 2001, 8:26 AM

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you know

by anastacia

the sad part about all that is the fact that even though she was a shitty mom she was the best of the bunch. hrumph. imagine.

/me closes eyes and fervently wishes for something bad to happen to her

anastacia

Posted on Apr 28, 2001, 2:19 PM

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what???

is the way??.....you tell me??.....caus she forgot...anyway too late.....
too late for everyting and anything......

dont tell me she was sick..she knew what she was doing...i saw the letter..is all lies.....lies....like always...

DAMMMMM...so angry

am all mixed up in my mind.....trying to be calm....and do your suggestion Terrie...but cant now..

lucie

Posted on Apr 28, 2001, 7:16 PM

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Lucie

The way to raise kids is with unconditional love and acceptance and nurturing. Discipline is ok, but not harmful punishment...there is a difference. Discipline is a way to help a child learn a new way and to learn not to do the old way...punishment is usually just mean and used to hurt. Sure hope you feel better soon.

Peace,
Terrie

Posted on Apr 28, 2001, 7:54 PM

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Seething (some lang)

by Jesse of the SC

I want no one to misunderstand me. I love children. I really do. There's nothing I enjoy more than sitting down with my child and playing. But I think I met the worst child ever today.

I was playing at the park with my 3 year old son. Another boy comes up and they start playing chase. He chases my son a little too hard, so my son comes and climbs in my lap, b/c he's a little freaked at how fast the kid is and how overexuberant he is. This other....child comes up to us, while I am holding and protecting my child and bites him. BITES MY CHILD. It really didn't do my son any harm. Mostly scared him. But I was so angry at that child and his parents...mom on the cell phone and dad looking off into space. The father then tells me that his son was just playing. I told him my child doesn't play with biters and we left the park.

Yeah, that's real good parenting skills there. I ALWAYS TALK ON THE CELL PHONE WHEN I BRING MY KID TO THE PARK. and dad, mister jarhead himself...you could just imagine him saying to his kid, "don't cry. only sissies cry". I didn't hear him say anything like that, but there was a whole feeling around it. Like he was thinking, "boys will be boys". If I ever see them there again, my son will not be playing there.

I'm mad and sad and just reeling from the fact that my child was in my lap and I still didn't protect well enough. I don't blame myself, I blame those shithead parents, but still it hurts me. And now Eli is afraid.

I hate that he's beginning to see what the world is like. I had to teach him today about saying no to people who bite. That's completely fucked up.

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jesse

Posted on Apr 27, 2001, 1:19 AM

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Hi there

I'm so so sorry that that happened....I get so irate with some parents today and how they DON'T raise their children. Jeez....what is this world coming to?

Love,
Terrie

Posted on Apr 27, 2001, 5:10 PM

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that's my specialty

by anastacia

telling people what the world is coming to...hehe.

it's a ripe mangy shithole. and if i ever catch those people there again nobody is holding back my tongue. i am nobody's mother or nothing like that but nobody bites no kid who came from this body. wish i'd been around yesterday.

waving from a distance
anastacia
ps i sent you a good message on icq

Posted on Apr 27, 2001, 9:17 PM

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im vary vary made

by cortnie

ushaly i dont get made. i dont hav a lot of feelengs relleye. but some theng hapend to my big todaye and its makeng me relleye relleye made. ferst of al my big is the nisest persin in this hole werld. she dose lots and lots of relleye good thengs for lots of peepel. she maks mony for peepel wo dont hav enuf and she dos wolks and starvengs and loks aftir lots of kids for no mony at al. she is goode. and todaye she gote herte at her werke. so we wente to the hospitel to git it fixd. and the nerse lafd at her and tolde the othere nersis that the crasy gerl was bak with a nothere enjeriey. and THEN the dokter saiyd thate he bot his new truk becuz of my bigs aksidints. THEN THEN THEN
THERE WAS NO MEDISIN FOR THE HERTENG BECUZ THE DOKTER SAIYD that we shuld be usd to pane becuz we get aksidents so ofen. and my bige was cryeng becuz it hert and the nerses lafed at her.
im so so so so so made.
thank you from cortnie

Posted on Apr 26, 2001, 8:48 PM

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i am very much mad too

by jonah

that was a bad thing for those people to say, those nurses an that doctor. i am sorry that you got stuck with all the jerks today. an i am so sorry you all got hurt cause you don't deserve that either.

i am knowing i can't do much to help. but i am hearing you, k?
your friend
jonah

Posted on Apr 27, 2001, 1:10 AM

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hi jonah

by cortnie

thank you for agreeng withe me. i was woryed that mabey i sholdint be made abot it. so thank you. i dont like beeng mad so im tryeng not to be mad no more. how are you jonah?
thank you from cortnie

Posted on Apr 30, 2001, 1:17 AM

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That makes me mad too

Your big is one of the nicest people I know in this whole world, and she never, never deserves to be treated badly. I know y'all are an accident prone family, but that does NOT make any of you crazy, and it does NOT mean any of you like the pain. I want you to know that I know the hurts are real, and I love you all very very much, and I hope your big feels better soon, cuz I know she is a very good and very special person.

Lots of love,
Terrie

Posted on Apr 27, 2001, 7:43 AM

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hi terrie

by cortnie

thank you for note makeng me be siley abot beeng mad. rebecca is goeng to help me save wat youe rote so that my bige cane reede it wen she feeles yukey.
thank you from cortnie

Posted on Apr 30, 2001, 1:15 AM

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mad and it has nothing to do with DID

by alex

does anyone realize how hard it is to find a Woody doll from Toy Story that has a pull string? it is next to impossible to find one. all the stores say that they have sold out. sold out? how can that be? argh. god, i'm so pissed about this.
alex

Posted on Apr 26, 2001, 4:42 PM

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and another thing

by alex

why is it ssssoooo easy to find buzz? how come they can make a thousand buzzs' but no woodys?
*(&@&$#(#@*&
alex

Posted on Apr 26, 2001, 4:43 PM

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So sorry...

so sorry you're having so much trouble finding that. I can only imagine how frustrated you feel. Hope you can find it soon.

Love,
Terrie

Posted on Apr 26, 2001, 6:25 PM

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sigh, i know it seems silly

by alex

and with everything going on, it seems very very silly, but it was important. i'll keep looking, but really they are very rare. who could have imagined?
alex

Posted on Apr 27, 2001, 1:07 AM

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Not silly at all

We are allowed to get mad about big things and little things alike, and that does not make it silly. Still hope you find him.

Love,
Terrie

Posted on Apr 28, 2001, 8:27 AM

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Hello Mother.... MT

by Jenna

See the hatred on my face?
See the smile fixed in it's place?
Hear my voice
See my grin
If I could I'd do you in!

Say whatever, I don't care
You can't hurt me, you can't scare
Beat me, kick me,
Say bad things
Someone like you is a PERP I think

Yup! You go around hurting people on purpose so you are a perp. I believe you are sick, but that is no excuse. When as many people as have told you that you need help and you still don't go try to get it, it is all on you, ya fucking BITCH!!!!!

And I don't have to ever pick up the phone again, or open one more email from you because you promised you would never talk to me again (ok, you THREATENED not to contact me, but to me that means a promise)

You think you can hurt me by calling me names? Yeah right! It's so obvious you are the one who is sick. So in defense you try to call ME sick, make it look like it was YOUR choice to cutoff contact. What a joke! I never wanted to speak to you and when I did you prooved your inabilities every time. Ha Ha, I never have to try to tiptoe around you again you filthy creep! And remember, you said never..... (of course you have said that over and over, sigh)

Deep breath now..... AAAaaahhhhhhh.....

Feeling a lot better,
Jenna

PS, Sometimes there is news, or rage, that is just too good not to share.

:-)

Posted on Apr 24, 2001, 12:44 PM

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Great vent!!!

And great poem too! Keep up the good work, and stay strong!

Love,
Terrie

Posted on Apr 25, 2001, 9:20 PM

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