hi sage..
wow umm, what can i say.. i think i relally identify with how you're feeling right now.. going through similar situation with a person who was my best firend.. also the first person i truely loved..
wish i could offer advice.. but all can say is that i feel your pain and offer sparklie things for you if yu want them.. and a shoudler/ear as well as the knowledge that if i read this right.. you're not alone..
love, dawni
who hopes you won't think her rude for saying she thinsk that she understands