I thank you foe being so kind. I have had another really bad day. I just want to sit down & cry but, then I know that won't help! The situation here seems to get worse all the time. I seem to be treated worse. Like I am a lousy mom & wife. I am so tired of it. I do my best & still everyone only sees my mistakes. What am I doing so wrong? I do need love & respect but, I doubt I'll ever find that. Not sure I would know what it was anyway. I have had so much pain, love is very unusual for me. I do need someone to turn to. I'm not sure what I'm going to do anymore. I just can't deal with anymore pain. I just hurt so bad. I feel at times my life is useless. Thanks for your help though. Take care. Tam