Hi Lisa, thanks fro the response. You are very kind to want to help. I was your age when I was being hurt in fact it started when I was 4. I am so glad you're on here seeking help. The people on here are nice. You deserve to be happy not the pain you're suffering. I am much older than you now & I kept my pain in for years never talked about it. I was told not to. But, now my pain has turned into one big monster. So talking about it is good for you to be doing. I just hope your pain will go away. You don't deserve that sweety. I am sorry you don't sleep. I have had problem with this for years too. It is just getting worse for me too. But, thanks for writing back to me on here. I'll be your friend & be here for you anytime I can. If you want to talk you can email me. I'm on allot. And up allot of nights too. I'll email back if you like too. It's nice to talk. Well, take care & pray you can sleep well soon.