Yep my dad was absolutely wonderful, and i think my memories of him help me during the real bad days. This is pretty lame but he used to call me his munchkin and when i feel real bad i think of that and the kool times we had together, Jackie is my foster mums name so ill call her that because it's less to type. Jackie says my dad is my angel now and helping me with everything. My dad would punch Jerry if he could i know that for sure, and he wouldn't be real happy with my mum neither. Thanks for saying that it took courage to tell my teacher and to write here too, and for the nice things you said about me. I suppose that your right and i might think that about me too one day, it's just hard to think that sometimes. And i know him being in Jail is good because he can't hurt anyone else but i dont want to see him again or tell in court about what we did. I don't want to be a wimp or a sook but it's hard and i dont think it's fair, they have evidence that proves it and i wish they would only use that and leave me alone. I like Jackie because she seems nice and she says she likes me and i don't want to hurt her feelings but i keep thinking i could run away and then i wont have to go to court. I know that i'm being silly but im worried. It is kool though because i will think of something and like Jackie says my daddy will help me. Thanks also for saying your glad to have the opportunity to get to know me, you sound pretty kool and im glad for the same too. I'm sorry you got hurt too and thanks for telling me about that, it's good to know that someone else knows how i feel and not that it's good that you got hurt too but because you are here on the net, i feel real different to my friends off-line and could never tell them what i think or how i really feel but here you know already.