NP--I know facing the "monster" is scary but you know it will end up for the best! We have to go through the valley to get to the top of the mountain! The way up is jagged and can get dangerous and messy at times, but when you stand up on top in victory, looking down on what you accomplished, it will be well worth it!!!
Just picture yourself doing the "Rocky Victory Dance"...singing the tune in my head now...you can do it!!!!!