SUX nothing else it just SUX
had to see her again today an talk about heaps of stuff that was just only crap. but like shes going on an on about some thing an i did not hear her any thing she did say or any thing i cant remember it an she did say to me r u listening an i thought huh what r u on about. im dumb i admit that but when i do see her i dont get it i cant think right or listen good enough an she asks me something an i try to talk but it wont come out an its there i can see it in my head but i cant say it in words. then i leave an i feel like just horrible. some time i feel like he is with me like its like when he was there ani can hear his voice an feel him an smell him like when i did stuff with him an i cant stop it but i cant say that to her an i want it to stop. i no it will get beter an i no i have to make it get beter but i just am feelin not good today.