*gentle sparklies and rainbows if you'd like them*
by dawni
Hi Jamie-Lee
I'm sorry you're going through a rough time patch now. I don't think you're dumb - not at all. And I know what it's like when you have something to say but it just won't let itself be said. I guess probably most of us at these here boards know that feeling only too well.
It's good that you know it will get better and I hope you'll be able to hold onto that because some days it's hard to remember that, and those days are the ones when the world risks losing something precious - you.
It's okay to have a bad day, Jamie-Lee. I think maybe I'd be really worried if you didn't have them sometimes, in fact. Bad days help us to see the sunshine when things get better (it's like the rain - plants wouldn't grow if it didn't rain at least sometimes). You've had some very bad things happen.. it takes time and more than a couple of "bad days" where you just acknowledge that you don't feel so crash hot and do your best to deal with those feelings, to get over those bad things that happened.
And if it helps any.. I'm having a bit of a bad day too. ((Though for completely different reasons - ..stupid computer with issues sigh - I want my PSP and my fonts back!))