i can see his eyes. i can't get them out of my mind. they're there when I close my eyes and they're there when my eyes are open. they're right up close. i can smell his breath and see his eyes so close that i can see each of his eyelashes and the little red veins around the edge. the therapist tried to do EMDR to make the eyes go away but it didn't work. we lied and told her it did work but really it didn't. they're still there. all the time. how do i make them go away? they're horrible. scary. so close. almost touching. i'm scared and frightened and so very alone. shelly