I'm so glad to hear from you again. I think you are so brave to write here. I'm sorry that your granpa did such awful things to you, but I know it is not your fault, and I am sure your t knows that too, and so the judge will definately only send your granpa away and not you. You are welcome to write here any time you want....this and with your t are just the right places to talk about those awful things that your granpa did, so that you don't have to carry all those memories around inside anymore. I'm glad you are here sam.