Don't know if you will read this or not, but will post it anyway.
I'm sorry to hear that no one in your life is willing to admit that you are needing a bit of extra help at the moment. I'm glad that you are going to do what you need to do to take care of yourselves. I know that even though I just met you, I will miss your presence here, but will look forward to when you write again. In the meantime, you are in my thoughts. Not sure how much I'll be online myself for the next week or so, as my wedding is going to be on Saturday so I'm pretty busy, but I will check in as often as I can and if you post, I will answer as soon as it see it. I have a very trusted friend who helps me watch the boards, so she will see to it that messages are approved, as she is able (she is moving, so might be a bit of a delay on her part too). In any case, I do care, and will look forward to talking to you and yours whenever you are ready to post again.