My name is Tina and I am 24 years old. I was sexually abused by 2 men at 2 different stages of my life. One of my therapist's assisgnments was to write down what happened. It was very hard. Basically, I was 7 years old and at a baby-sitter's house. He would have me do things to him sexually and he would do the same thing to me. He took pictures of his grandson give me oral sex. Eventually the man raped me and then had his grandson have sex with me right after he was finished. I feel so bad about it and I'm wondering why it happened. Can anyone tell me why?