I'm so glad you wrote. I'm sorry it took so long for me to answer, but I have been on vacation and just got back last night. I think you must be a very good protector to have learned how to like what happened. I know that learning to enjoy what is happening to you sure makes it a whole lot easier to do, doesn't it? I'm wondering, though, why the fact that you enjoy it means that they are lying? I'm wondering if it is possible for you to enjoy it and them still not like it? I've known other people who were many and that has sometimes been the case with them....that some of them liked it and some of them didn't. I would love to talk to you more about that and I would like to get to know you, if you want to write some more. You are welcome here any time.