Welcome, and I'm so glad you are here. You are by far not the only one who was not helped or believed, nor the only one who acted "crazy" to try to get some attention and some help. I'm so sorry that happened to you, and your anger is very understandable. It's some tough anger to work through, and it can taint our outlook of the world. Please feel free to share whatever you need to share. I, unfortunately, do take a while to check on the boards and approve posts, but if you can be patient, you will get some good support here (even though there are not a lot of people here, those that are really care). I hope you come back.