Of all These awful memories, the one that bothers me the most is when my brothers tied me up and gagged me and locked me in the trunk of my mothers car. It was a hot summer day, and I was playing out in the backyard, and they rushed me, knocked me to the ground and tied me up, put duct tape over my mouth and eyes and put me in the trunk of my moms car. All I remember is the fear of not being found and I actually thought I was gonna die. My kid brother heard me pounding from the inside of the trunk and hit the release button...they told me if I ever told anyone they would beat the crap out of me, so naturally I never told anyone =( and have kept this inside all of these years and its killing me inside, and I am tired of it, it hurts so bad that I just want to hide ;-(