i think these were supposed to be happy lyrics. all i know is that they make me sad. crazy sad. i am in the SC with alex. hell, i'm supposed to be on the front with her so i guess i'm savi. but i've lost that identity mostly. i'm mostly alex. i'm 16 in a 30 year old body. lost without a friend it feels. this is the last i'm saying, i swear, about her. i miss them. t and j were my best friend. they were........everything. family forever, i think. and they are gone for forever. i'm never going to get over it, but i'm going to stop talking about it.
leaving it all.
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Here With Me by Dido
I didn't hear you leave, I wonder how am I still here
I didn't want to move a thing, it might change my memory
Oh I am what I am, I'll do what I want, but I can't hide
I won't go, I won't sleep, I can't breathe, until you're resting here with me
I won't leave, I can't hide, I cannot be, until you're resting here with me
I don't want to call my friends, they might wake me from this dream
And I can't leave this bed, risk forgetting all that's been
Oh I am what I am, I'll do what I want, but I can't hide
I won't go, I won't sleep, I can't breathe, until you're resting here with me
I won't leave, I can't hide, I cannot be, until you're resting here with me