i thought i just came about a year ago into our system
i hope its ok if i write here because i really am 16 but i hang out with suzie...inside a lot
i was thinking about when i came out here and why im in the core group and then i had a weird feeling like i was a baby
i had been sucking on a jaw breaker and felt over come with feeling babyish
Hope...always told me that i can act like one at times
im really scared because its hard for me to think about how to spel words and how to think big
i know its there right in front of me and i dont want to know
i really want to go to my castle or my cave and just watch things go by
why is this happening right now
no one inside takse care of me because i usually take care of them and i cant fall apart
i feel kind of stupid riting here and all but inside and out im all alone right now
breezy...
its ok to just ignore this because i am older but it felt pretty nice just to write it down