yeah i realized i'd done the wrong thing and i was trying to fix it by saying i was sorry and explaining some. i said bad things. i know it. i'm standing up too and admitting it.
it was the wrong freaking thing for me to do.
sorry is just another word though round here.
i respect you terrie. i wasn't trying to really start shit. well maybe but i tried to fix it and that ain't working either.
next time i'll do better. i learned. but i learned that sorry don't mean shit.
charis