I wanted to say I am sorry if my first post triggered anyone's past. I know the pain is hard enough & nobody needs to be trigered. I never meant to upset anyone. I am hoping there will be no more trouble on here because of what i said. I was very hurt by some of the things said to me but, I appreciate the apologies & I am a forgiving person. I have been through allot of pain in my life & am trying to stay out of any painful situations if I can help that at all. I will try to remember to label my posts triggering if I think it might be so to someone. I'm sorry I didn't know to do so before because it was my first time. The last thing I would ever do is bring back someone's pain by my letters. Thanks & take care.