First of all I would like to say thanks. I appreciate the apologie so much. It also touched me very deeply. You know I understand your pain. I do. I have been through allot of hurt over the years. I have also at times in my life judged people from the pain I recieved in the past from my abuser. You know I learned after a while. It's hard at times but, I try not to judge anyone. You know the saying you can't judge a book by it's cover is so true. And even though it is very hard for me I try to see what's in the heart. I can also see you are not as bad a person as you think. You have a kind heart too. You was nice enough to apologize & it takes a big step to do that. You know we all have scars from our past & they tend to mold us into the person we are over the years. It's easy for me at times to turn the anger inward & I still have a habit of blaming myself for things that don't even have to do with me at all. The scars go deep inside & I realize that too. But, everyone can change for better or worse. It's not easy but, we can. I still have some changing to do in my own life as you can see. I do accept your appology & I'm sure my counselor does also. Thanks again for that. He is a very kind & understanding man. And unlike all the other men in my life he is willing to listen to me. Well, I hope you will take care. Peace to you always.