I can relate to everything you said in your response. Even though I have met many people with an abusive past just like mine on here I too feel very alone at times. Especially when I hurt. I have so many people around me here but, yet they all seem to stay away when I feel so alone. I too would be lost without my computer. It gives me something to do when I get lonely. When I have nightmares or flashbacks I get on here to try & get my mind off things. I have cried many tears right here in my keyboard when I had nobody to talk to. Things are rough at times but, I understand everything you said in your post & it was nice to be able to post to you. Hope you feel better now because of something one of us has said. Take care & it's nice to know we relate with each other so well. Tam
P.S. I'm not very good with words either but, I think you do great!