It's good that you posted again. Getting our thoughts & feelings out is good. That's a big step to our recovery & healing I think. You know I wonder at times if the pain will ever go away or even let up some. I do know though I am on the right road. Most of my memories as a child are bad. Starting at age four my life began going down hill. My childhood seemed more like a horror movie. It is great that you can find some good memories. Nothing wrong with expressing your feelings. In fact if you have any good memories it is much better to focus on them than dwell on the bad. Allot of times it's hard not to think of the bad when there were so many of them. Also, when most of your life has been full of pain & hurt. It's nice to read your posts & to meet you as well. Take care of yourself & post anytime you feel like it. Nothing wrong with expressing your memories whether they be good or bad. Hope to talk to you later. Tam